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Name: Deepa
Birthday: 1/15/1982
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Kabhi Kabhi aditi Zindagi ,
Mein yuhi koi apna lagta hai
Kabhi Kabhi aditi woh bichad jaye to
Ek sapna lagta hai

Aise mein koi kaise apnne aasun ko behene se roke
Aur kaise koi soch de
Everythings gonna be ok

Kabhi kabhi to lage zindagi mein rahi na khushi aur na maza

Kabhi kabhi to lage har din muskhil Aur har pal ek saza

Aise mein koi kaise muskuraye kaise hasde kush ho ke
Aur kaise koi soch de
Everything gona be ok

Soch zara janejaa tujhko hum kitna chahte hai
Roote hai hum bhi agar teri aakhon mein aasun aate hain
Gana to aata nahi hai magar phir bhi hum gaate hain

Hey aditi maan kabhi ,kabhi sare jahan mein andhera hota hai
Lekin raat ke baad hi to savera hota


Kabhi Kabhi aditi Zindagi ,
Mein yuhi koi apna lagta hai
Kabhi Kabhi aditi woh bichad jaye to
Ek sapna lagta hai

Hey aditi hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde tu zara
Nahi to bas thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda muskura

Tu Kush Hai to lage ki jahan mein chai hai kushi
Suraj nikle badlon se aur baate zindagi
Sunto zara madhosh hawa tujhse kehne lagi

Ki Aditi woh ko bichadte hain ek na ek din phir mil jate hain
Aditi jane tu ya jaane na phool phir khil jate hain


Kabhi Kabhi aditi Zindagi ,
Mein yuhi koi apna lagta hai
Kabhi Kabhi aditi woh bichad jaye to
Ek sapna lagta hai






Thursday, April 10, 2008


"Breathe"

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe... breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain


Tuesday, March 27, 2007

I'm so dissappointed with a friend of mine (I will refer to him as dork). I've known dork for years and always thought that we'd be friends for life. Dork has this tendency to cut me out of his life when he's happily settled in a relationship. And yes, I know I too am guilty of not spending a lot of time with my friends eversince me and vin became more serious, but I do not ignore them! If anything, I at least make time to catch up with everyone, as much as possible. Anyhow, after several attempts of contacting my 'good friend', I have finally given up. Dork and I have a mutual friend who feels the same way towards him, and we've both decided that we're not going to waste our time chasing him anymore. Actually the mutual friend decided that years ago, I don't know why I thought I could somehow work things out.

I have talked to dork about how I miss talking to him and would like to catch up some time, but he said something like, "If you don't hear from me, that means I'm really happy with my gf." So basically, he only needs me when he's miserable! I should have caught on years ago! There was always a pattern to when our friendship was at its best, and that's when he had just had his heart broken or was feeling terribly lonely. I get that he needed me, but I can't call that anything but selfish. His selfish acts make me feel like I have no worth in his life.


that's all



Tuesday, March 13, 2007

School stress returns!!! Ugh. And I thought this semester would go as smoothly as fall semester. What was I thinking? I now have twice the amount of work to do then I started off with because I decided to stay at the lab, which is getting better, but it would be awesome if I could get some sort of paycheck. lol...aahh the lovely life of a student.

On a more positive note, if I stay on schedule, I can finish it all without getting super stressed out, which has been my ultimate goal as of late. I really want to learn how to become a better student without freaking out all the time, and being sleep deprived, etc. I am getting better at balancing my life and being more realistic on how long it takes to study for classes and finish papers. I also want to stay in shape, eat healthy and be able to see my friends. Maybe I'm hoping for too much...we'll see.

That's all I have time for. Of course I can't sleep because this early daylight savings time thing is messing up my sleep cycle.

I miss all my peoples. I will see you all soon...and by soon I mean, whenever I need a break from all this school work.


Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Ever since I started my lab rotation I have no time for anything.. well except for venting on my xanga of course. It's a 2 credit course and yet they expect students to put in 30 hours/week. I realize that research takes patience and experiments are time sensitive, but we should either get a stipend for all the hours we put in or an extra credit towards our masters degree. I hate quitting so even though I completed my required 60 hours, I'm sticking around for a few more months to complete all of my projects, which seem to be piling up.

Other than this things have been moving forward in the relationship department lately. I guess it's fitting considering I'm not getting any younger. Yes, that's all I'm going to say now, I'd rather skip over all the details and just elaborate when I have more time and energy or keep everyone in the dark which is so much more fun anyway . A lot has been going on, it's been stressful, but positive nonetheless.

And let's not forget ........

Happy Birthday Fat!!! Hopefully see you this weekend lady.




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